New AddictionYour world isn't as you made it appear to be.I'm not the average girl.You are and never will be the average man.I've been victimized under your gaze.Taken punishment for my sins.You have stolen me from the loving home I once had.Beside you I am in the shadows.I'll never lust another as much as I do you.You've killed with your bare hands.Harm me; my biggest demand.For I do not see why you can hurt another.With no remorse or sorrow to spare.But when it comes to me, your smile is all you share.I want my blood on your hands.Screams from my plump lips to echo in your brain.Those silver delicate swords piercing my skin.Give unto me what you do the others.The only thing I ask is when I'm close to death.Don't pull the veil over my eyes.You're my new addiction.
I'll take itI'll take it.The screams and yelling.The slaps and bruises.The weight of the world.I'll take it.The lonely nights.The useless fights.Drinking the night away.I'll take it.Your kiss.Your touch.Our bodies molding into one.I'll take it.The morning after.No laughter.No love.No desire.I'll take it.The drunken slurs.You with her.Our world crumbling down.I'll take it.Nights like this.When we're close.Romance at most.I'll take it.Your hand on my skin.My flesh burning for you.The tears on my cheeks.I'll take it.The coldness of your stare.You want me there.Roughness at best.I'll take it.The cuts and the scrapes.The healing process without you.The cold shoulder too.I'll take it.I'm nothing like her.You remind me everyday.But I'll forget it later anyway.I'll take it.Cutting open my wounds.There's no one like you.As long as you'll give me something...I'll take everything.
I Feared That You Loved Me.You said you loved the rain,Yet you hid from it inside.You said you loved the sun,Yet you let that love subside.You said you loved the wind,Yet you scowl at it so snide.You said you loved the earth,Yet you hated to reside.You said you loved the warmth,Yet you lied with deep effete.You said you loved the cold,Yet you wished it would secrete.You said you loved the summer,Yet you complained about the heat.You said you loved the winter,Yet you stayed in your retreat.You said you loved the day,Yet, it, you refused to see. (Yes... I am Yoda.)You said you loved the night,Yet you never let that be.Even with all this being said,How could I not foresee?And yet you wondered whyI feared that you loved me.To think all that timeI thought that you were sweet,When in all realityYou're more comparable to gleet.